So, the other day, Austria declared that the unvaccinated would be placed on lockdown. Just the unvaccinated.

Today, they've used some form of extreme authoritarian shock-tactics, and have not only put EVERYONE on lockdown but are ordering mandatory vaccines for everyone.

This week, mandatory vaccine passports were announced for Northern Ireland, excluding us from a lot of places. Then the mandatory vaccines will follow.

But I'm just a conspiracy theorist, right Stein?

The only response to this now is violence. I hope and pray that the Austrians respond accordingly.

This shit terrifies and infuriates me, and I will fully support extreme retaliation.

I am glad that I caught a mild version of covid a few weeks ago. Because now I do not need to have the vaccine. I had it so mild that I did not even need to take any medication for it like I usually do when I have a cough, cold or the flu. I just felt tired, cold and shivery and lost my appetite. But after a week I was better.

I can declare that I'm officially on the fence about taking a vaccine and that I have been for quite a while.

Sometimes I just feel like saying screw it, and going and getting my first jab. Going through the pharmacy today they had a sign offering free vaccines and I felt the urge to get it, but I didn't.

Part of me wants to just do it and part of me is still quite aggrieved by the perceived pressure to take it. Am I just succumbing to the pressure, or do I really want to do it? I'm not entirely sure at this point. Am I also being very stubborn? I'll admit that's a strong yes.

It's got nothing to do with entering certain places because everyone can enter restaurants and pubs etc here in Northern Ireland if you show either proof of vaccination or proof of a negative test. So it's not that.

Something I really dislike, and I believe it is contributing to pushing me the other way, is some of the crazy, deluded bullsh*t that anti-vaxxers come out with 🙉 those looney bins do not represent me in any way and part of me wants to take the vaccine just to distance myself from these airheads.

At the top of it all is that although I'm fit and I'm sure I'd be okay if I caught Covid, I wouldn't want to be responsible for giving it to anyone vulnerable (I've never tested positive, however).

I also just realized this has probably subconsciously come to a head with the turn of a new year looming. Do I want to begin and endure another year fighting this? Why the hell am I even fighting it?

It's because I'm a fucking stubborn cunt and the idea of being excluded from being allowed to engage in certain areas of public life got my back up and I got defensive.

I'm just personally torn that if I get it, I'm somehow 'giving in' even though I know it's beneficial and that I'm obviously not more knowledgeable than expert scientists in this field.

Someone either lecture me or reassure me. Anything.

The year is 2021

Never getting the science juice injected in me.

Jumping through Boris' little hoops and submitting to daddy government - no thanks.

Not wearing masks, not social distancing, no washing my hands 16 times a day until I have a skin condition.

Not doing track and trace, not doing lateral flow or PCR tests. Not fucking whatever else they want you to do.

What I will do is, when I feel a bit sick, ill get some chicken soup and go about my day.

And if I feel too sick to leave the house, I'll take a day off.

Like a normal human being.

Yeah, I'm completely against the "do what we tell you" situation, and that's not what my recent thoughts are about.

I wouldn't be backing down if I were to take it. I'm taking information from experts into account and have adjusted my views accordingly.

How can I claim knowledge as my highest value whilst at the same time rejecting the knowledge of experts?

I'm a complete hypocrite, at best, because...

I'm a person who smoked and swallowed and snorted anything that could get them high without question of what was in it and where it came from, how the fuck can I hate the idea of a thoroughly tested and thoroughly scrutinized vaccine to prevent severe disease?

Not to mention, I regularly get paid thousands to literally test out new drugs.

The vaccine itself has never scared me. I dig my heels in at authoritarianism. I'm with you on that.

Dan, are you out there waving a proof of test or recovery certificate in people's faces so you can enter bars and restaurants? If so, you have already given in to authority. So if it is only about authority for you, just take the vaccine. The vaccine has some protective effect, the document is just retarded.

No entry to bars. That's all they had to do to get most people to line up bare ass for the authority dick. It is not an up yours to authority, you dumb cunt. We are the weakest humans of all time.

You aren't concerned about other people. I don't buy that virtue signalling horseshit one bit. If those people you could potentially infect are deciding to be in public places and trust in the norms, that's on them. We endanger others all the time in ways none of us can comprehend.

"The healthy people who've pretty much dropped dead from it" don't exist.

And, ignore that fake tough guy fat dwarf faggy cunt. He's taking the dick too.


Peace,

kowalski

I'm not out showing negative tests and shit but I have considered making the reasonably small sacrifice of doing so if it means I can do the same shit as vaccinated people without having to get vaccinated.

Yes, I know that's still kind of "showing your papers" but in my opinion, it's a win, because like I said, you get to do the normal shit without being injected. It's a big UP YOURS to the authoritarians.

However, I'm not entirely fussed about doing much of the 'normal shit' like pubs and clubs. The only thing that would really cause inconvenience is the possibility of not being able to go watch a movie in the cinema with my 10-year-old, and stuff like that.

This is why I'd consider alternatives as opposed to sitting it out and seeing what happens.

My entire being wants to fight and oppose, though

To the ones who want to inject me, it is (that'll be most of them)

Oh shit, Kowalski's on his period again