Confessions of a Novice pt 4...F CLOSE!!!
 

Well what a difference a week makes. From the downbeat trodden on AFC I was last week my mood has inproved considerably.

I went to my local last Thursday night and the barmaid said there was a girls night the following night for all the barmaids. My mate spotted the opportunity of a cheap taxi and I agreed. Friday comes, and my mate stands me up and I have a choice, build my conversational skills with females or stay at the pub. I choose the former.

I find out that night that one of the girls who will be joining us is a barmaid who started working at my local 8 weeks ago on a break from uni, I'd tried to game her a bit back then (before I knew that PUA's even existed) but relented further attempts as I thought she had a boyfriend.

Anyway I noticed the IOI as soon as she sat at the table, I went super relaxed, controlled the conversation, had everyone laughing and about 10 mins later one of the other girls said "you've pulled tonight she's likes you a lot"

So, I give it about an hour before I'm able isolate her in conversation (still need to work on this in 2 sets) Build a connection about her German uni course, tell her about my trip to Germany, tell her how cool it is to meet someone so focussed on what they want to do career wise etc etc. I walk away, leave her for a bit with her mate (push/pull, get some very strong IOI's on my return and then I tell her she's hot and go straight in for a kiss. From there on it's much kissing and hugging etc. Then she say's "Oh Fuck, I so just wanna throw you against that wall" and annoyingly "why have you left it this long we could have so much fun in the past 8 weeks" followed by "I can be quite ferrocious in bed" :)

Quick walk to the taxi, home.. We Fuck severall times wooohooo.
She invites me to a party on Tuesday .... She stays at mine.. same again.
I offer to take her out for a meal tonight she says no as she doesnt want a relationship.. I say cool, I don't want one neither but didn't want you to think you're only good for one thing hence the meal. She's really greatful and wants me to go up to Manchester (she returns to uni on Sat) for more action as and when I want it!!!

In summary my confidence only gets high dependant on the results I get and this needs sorting - My internal confidence is obviously quite low.

However Im 28 years old and I just picked up an 18YO HB8 size 8 with 32E/F tits - Fuck it, I'm on cloud 9 right now.

'I came, I Saw, I conquered' well done mate! Loved the 'I can be quite ferocious in bed' classic :) btw one thing i don't get

U manage to f close.... where the hell does the low self-confidence come from?! Meh get rid of that nonesense :P

Thanks dude... Some guy on Facebook was telling me that there is internal confidence e.g. dont give a shit whatever the outcome. And there is external confidence where it's built through successes, possessions, or basically the amount of women you attract.

I hadn't got any interest for a while so I was quite low.... Or maybe its the same for everyone?? Anyways I'm riding high now!!

The facebook guy speaks the truth it sounds like he's been listening to the blueprint http://www.puaforum.co.uk/reviews/92...o-version.html

It's pretty awesome getting your first when doing this PU stuff and it sounds like you have a young nubile fuck buddy too! Result!

Don't seek approval or value from others, use this situation as evidence that you can do this all the time, which you can!