Last weekend I took mushrooms and it gave me an unbelievable experience both positively and negatively.

I'm still coming to terms with the exerience as a whole.
Despite having done mushrooms before, I'd only ever taken enough for a reasonable euphoria and mild hallucinations (1-2g) and I decided to up the ante to 3-3.5g for a trip.

The thing that I didn't expect (was just searching for a high/experience) is that post trip, it removed all of the physical symptoms of my depression. Totally. The past few months/years I have been tired and sluggish as well as demotivated, I'd developped a bad habit of drinking and smoking weed everyday.

I've been Microdosing 0.2g in my morning tea every 3rd day with a 2 day gap between and my energy levels are consistently somewhere I haven't experienced in years. My main problem now is undoing the learned negative thought patterns/behaviours that have become engrained however 1 week after and I'm making more progress by myself with introspection and meditation than several years of self-help and therapy.

I'm flying to Calgary in 2 weeks and mushrooms remain illegal here unlike weed. I'm going to try putting my next dose in a cube of chocolate (melting and resetting with diced mushrooms inside) and seeing whether it still has the same effects as this would make it very easy to travel with.

It's such an interesting substance. How hugely different the effects are at different quantities. Unlike alcohol or weed or ecstasy or coke, where it is always the same effect just with increasing intensity.

The chocolate plan shouldn't do anything negative to them. The active chemical is fairly stable through heat changes.

I've done a lot of microdosing and found it hugely beneficial. The posts I wrote got deleted though.


Peace،

kowalski

I was surprised at the difference taking it for the "trip" and microdosing made. I feel a lot more comfortable microdosing with and owning mushrooms as it's easier to explain away and get hold of.

I remember you posting about trying it but I couldn't remember you saying much more about it's effects on you...

Tried the chocolate and I prefer taking them that way, it's slower acting and avoids the slight "buzz". The tea/eggs is faster acting so if I don't take it a couple of hours before work it makes me anxious I'll be caught out - since the legalisation of weed, they keep training and re-iterating about working under the influence.

Th past few months have been a crazy blast for me.

I'm currently the slimest and fittest that I've ever been. I've managed this from taking my nutrition a little more seriously as well as starting up climbing. Additionally I'm ice-skating once or twice a week on my lunch breaks as there are tons of free outdoor rinks in the city here.
This has been fantastic for my self esteem and for getting girls. I now regularly get actively hit on

NYE was a real blast, the Saturday before I flew back from visting the family at Christmas. I met a cute historian (also a Brit) on the plane and invited her out with my friends on NY as she was just arriving in MTL. We all went out, drank, ate got hammered and at midnight things got heated. She was ready to go earlier than I was and wasn't up for sex so I droped her at the bus stop and headed back to the bar. Saw a guy who looked like he needed winging but turns out it was his gf. Her friend did need some company so we danced drank and I went home with her. Quite possibly the hottest girl that I have ever slept with.
Saw the historian later in the week and we finished business. Can only assume she was surfing the crimson wave before.

Had a weird Tinder date a few weeks ago. Matched with a cute brazilian but all of her photos were tightly cropped around her face. I assumed she would be short and chubby but she was hilarious and fun so I figured I'd go with it for the crack. We set up drinks at a bar (she suggested a bar less than 50m from my flat - winner!). She turns up and she's the same height as me, slim and stunning. The host and barman were falling over themselves to serve her. We have a laugh at the bar and less than 2 hours later we were back at mine...

Aims for the new year:
- Open mic stand-up twice a month or more
- Complete a triathlon
- Learn to ski
- Improve Spanish to basic conversational level
- Return to Uni

Last night I fucked a hot amputee dwarf.

Go on.....

Sounds a lot more exciting that it was... matched with a girl on Tinder about a week ago. From the photos I was 90% sure she has a prosthetic limb but she seemed chill and funny and I set up a drink for this week

She calls me on Friday night (she was tipsy) and tells me she doesn’t like British accents but do I wanna grab a beer? Red flags go off in my head but I think fuck it

Rock up and she’s 4’9 and missing an arm but it slim and cute with bright pink hair. We talk, it’s clear she’s got daddy, mummy and arm issues on top of other stuff but she’s a good laugh and not looking for anything serious.

She invites me back to her place for a joint. We smoke and fuck. She likes it rough and to be dominated, which is a problem because when I throw her around she doesn’t have 2 arms to steady herself and face plants a few times

Had I been more drunk I would have asked her for a handjob with the prosthetic limb...

United Kingdom: At present, the UK allows for the purchase, sale, or trade of cannabis seeds whether you purchase them domestically or from another European nation. American buyers tend to use UK sellers such as Seedsman, who have been selling seeds globally since 2003.
We’re not sure what will happen once the UK has left the EU on March 29, 2019. By the way, UK residents are not allowed to germinate cannabis seeds.