1. having sex with a girl , she asked me to talk dirty, a combination of words I used triggered a negative response and sent her to a dark place ( a place where her abusive ex used to use the same words while beating her ) mid fuck she freak out. bad times..

2. Girl at bar starts kissing me, then asks me if I have coke, I say no, so she kisses the next guy and asks him and repeats

3. Breaking up with a girl at my place ( I will never do that again ) says " well as were breaking up..fuck me one more time

Im aware all 3 of mine are deeply negative and fucked up

but its the fucked up ones who do things like this