The bottom line for me at this point isn't even the coercion and all that (although that's certainly part of it) it's now that I kind of feel like I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't.

If I don't take the vaccine/s, Covaids will probably find me eventually. If I do take the vaccine/s, I'm now quite worried about being damaged by it, based on the experiences of people I know, and of course, the healthy people who've pretty much dropped dead from it.

Feels like Russian Roulette either way.

Aside from this, everything else just feels entirely fucked as well.

I watched a press conference last week, with Taliban leaders and reps at the table. Seriously, the fucking Taliban.

And I could list a dozen other worrying things that are going on in the world.

Shit's giving me anxiety, and you're correct. I need to stop this overthinking crap. It's doing me no good.