Friday today and I let a hot chick go in the supermarket.

It was my own town, not the bigger town nearby, I was paranoid that I might have approached her before so I left rather than lingered in the stalker like way I do sometimes when I try to psych myself up to approach.

I wasn't specifically out for cold approaching, just going about my quick shop after work.

I work in an ultra macho environment (construction site) so it doesn't do much for my more "delicate" social skills that you need for talking to women.

Plus I was looking like iron man togged up in all my bike gear and just felt too conspicuous to approach in case it turned awkward.

I will go out tomorrow and sunday to try and force some approaches but I've not been feeling it this last couple weeks.

Really has felt like I'm forcing myself to do something I don't want to do and it feels so unnatural.

I didn't feel up to dealing with the awkwardness on a Friday night.