My experience with nofap
 

Okay I have not ejaculated since may 11 so just over three months now.

The reason I started this was because I didn't have any money for prostitutes and I knew I wasn't going to for a period of time.

That period of time has come to an end now, but I wanted to see if I could exercise the self control not to masturbate during that period.

If anyone has read about nofap, it is this weird movement of not masturbating at all.

The crazy "zealots" (which is how they appear) claim all sorts of stupid/unrelated benefits, none of which I have found to be true.

The main one being more sociable with women and less anxious of speaking to them.

Apart from at the very start, the whole time I've been approaching I've been abstaining from masturbation.

But I can categorically state that it has made NO difference to approaching at all.

In fact, I feel much more relaxed after I've had sex with a prostitute or a good wank session before going out.

I had suspected it was all placebo nonsense but I wanted to try it for myself to confirm it.

I definitely won't be doing it again!

That's all I can say about that.

My muay thai coach says I shouldn't wank or have sex for 3 weeks before a fight. The reason why isn't because it makes my technique better. It's because it makes me want to kick someone in the head.

In the same way not wanking is probably useful for some pua people, because it reminds them that what they're actually trying to do is have a lot of sex. Not hit some goal for approaches or phone numbers, impress their daygame whatsapp group or get a career as an RSDtard.

Problem is, wanting to kick someone in the head doesn't mean you know how to fight. Wanting to get laid doesn't mean you have game. If you don't have game it won't help, and if you do have game you probably don't see the need to do it anyway.

You think wrongly.

Wanking from time to time is fine, it helps you to release endorphins and make you feel better. The problem comes when you wank too much and you get addicted to those endorphins, everything becomes dull and boring.

Personally, I believe everyone should limit, it will sharpen your social skills and confidence.

"It will sharpen your social skills and confidence" looool There's no way you can back that ridiculous claim.


Peace,

kowalski

I really don't think it has an effect.

Back at the height of my female autopsy addiction when I was at uni, I was wanking 5-8 times a day.

I was massively depressed, but mostly due to the content I was watching.

I knew it was wrong but I was so turned on by seeing a woman being eviscerated.

It was like an ecstasy to my brain for some reason. Nothing, but nothing, turned me on more.

I know if I go back and watch the content again I will be susceptible to going back to a very dark and lonely place.

But I don't think I would feel the same if I was just addicted to normal porn.

Well, that's not true.


Peace,

kowalski

I must admit, since I don't have a reason not to masturbate anymore, I have gone back to viewing female autopsy videos on a regular basis and masturbating at least twice a night to them.

I must be careful to isolate this from my psyche and not allow it to drag me back into depression.

My early 20s was fraught with depression when I first discovered I had this fetish due to videos I found on Youtube.

It's crazy that despite my interactions with women now, I still find autopsy footage more stimulating!

The only time my mind gets off autopsies is when I actually get some physical intimacy with a prostitute.

Kill someone.


Peace,

kowalski

Put the game on pause and get some professional help. Way more pressing issue. I seriously can't imagine anyone successfully doing game and doing that creepy shit in their spare time.