Hi I just can't believe I've wasted my life away
I am 28 and 1/2 years old.
I waited until I was 25 to get a girlfriend and then I didn't so I fucked a prostitute and since then I've had a prostitute for 1/2 an hour about every 4 months since that's what I can afford.
This has taught me a lesson though, like Eminem says in "Lose Yourself"
Quote:
Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted, in one moment
Would you capture it, or just let it slip?
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I know now, 12 years later that I WOULD capture it without hesitation.
But it has taken 12 years of missed opportunities for me to realise that.
I feel 18 but I get angry when I'm reminded of how old I am, even though I don't feel it at all.
I wish I spoke to Sinead Dibble in 2008
https://www.facebook.com/sinead.dibble.9
I want to have sex with 30 different women by the age of 30, this is the only way I can feel better.
Then I can have a son and teach him pickup from an early age so he doesn't have to go what I went through, that is the only way to redeem myself.
Because then every time he has sex it will be like I'm having sex